Ever felt so lonely
When you’re actually with someone…?
Lover, who loves and is supposed to understand you,
Doesn’t really enter into
Your deepest sorrow
Your frustration
Nor the goals you have set
Someone who chooses to believe
“Less thinking makes life happier”
Is that really true?
Is it just blind ignorance?
If I don’t watch the news, don’t read the headlines
I also would believe that the world is just fine
Without crisis.
Are we supposed to feel happy by
Staying blind to the differences, the conflicts,
Between different values in life?
Or maybe,
The imperfections I see in my beloved,
Merely reflects the dissatisfaction
Which I feel towards myself?
At this moment
I still don’t know –
If this is our relationship crisis
Or…
My personal crisis!
從來不曾感覺如此的寂寞
當伴侶在旁時?
戀人-一位愛你且應該懂你的人
並不真的了解
你最深切的哀愁
你的挫折感
甚於你的目標
一位寧可選擇
“少想些將多些樂趣”的人生觀
真是如此
亦或是矇眼般的忽視?
如果我不讀新聞, 不看報紙的標題
我也會以為這世界就是如此美好
危機不存
當我們巧妙地忽視彼此的不同, 衝突, 與不同的生活價值觀
真能覺得幸福嗎?
也或許
我在戀人身上看到的不完美
正反映出我內心對自己的不滿?
此時此刻
我仍不知
這是我們感情的危機
還時
自己的個人危機!